Well first of all, you were really looking forward to getting unbanned and now you hate the game?
Best thing to do is keep your cool, don't loose your temper here, or anywhere like you have just done. If you are banned again, make an unban appeal or Perm Appeal. Although by the sounds of it, you won't want to appeal. Good luck if you do though!
This really isn't getting anywhere. It does seem that being helpful and being nice to someone, and helping them with most of their status updates that they made dosen't get very far after all.
Ok, that is your choice. Not gonna stop you. However, I have learnt this first hand.
Never give up on something, if you are good at it or not. You have been banned twice. Juse because of this, are you giving up? This is just one gameode, there are others like King of the Hill. Roleplay isn't your cup of tea, but Attack and defend might or KOTH. Really, 1 thing you are not good at has a spiral on everything else in ARMA.
So, give RP a go somewhere else, and if you don't like it. Fine. At least you had a go. Try something else. But you bought ARMA, with YOUR money. Why waste it? Have fun! Be creative.
Best thing to do is keep your cool, don't loose your temper here, or anywhere like you have just done. If you are banned again, make an unban appeal or Perm Appeal. Although by the sounds of it, you won't want to appeal. Good luck if you do though!