Hello tyson pal
Firstly, I would like to apologise for the language used. It is rather blatant, and I won't justify or defend what I said. However, I would like to explain the fact that I haven't recently been playing the server; instead i've been playing a fair bit of rust where there is a lot of toxicity, and unfortunately, I brought that same energy here. To be honest, it had completely slipped my mind that the word was forbidden. I was of the mind that it was used like the word 'retard', and when I said it, I realised and instantly apologised and tried to come QE. As I said, I do not expect any leeway with this and will accept the banned although it doesn't justify what I said I had to explain why such a slip up happenend. I wasn't aware of your sexuality. I am sorry I offended you.
However, onto the baiting. I have been back for a while now and have had time to see what has changed. I realised that the server isn't quite for me anymore, so I logged on today to give my friend my guns and stuff so I could leave. After doing so, I was driving around seeing what people were doing one last time, and I didn't have issues with anyone, not even PSK members, whilst wearing a green bandana. However, when I ran into you guys at the store, I was met with a confrontational tone with one of you saying 'look whos come crawling back' or something along those lines. This led me to say fuck the ballas. I drove off and realised that I was being chased, so I stopped as I knew this would end up with me getting shot, as is the case with the majority of the time with ballas. Then I was pinned and asked what I said, and I told you guys. Rather than trying to RP with getting me out the car ect and maybe doing some form of roleplay, you just shot me, and it's not like you're in a situation where you have to kill me. If you ask me, mate thats poor quality RP really. I really don't know how you have any fun, all you rp is 'what you say' bang. Really sad that a fragger gang like this gets rewarded with gun deals ect when there are so many people putting genuine effort, genuinely killing the server. (apologies for the tangent there I know this may be the end of the road for me so I wanted to get it out there)
As I've said tyson mate, I really am sorry for my words there I should have been more careful.