with the first interaction, you cant search and point a gun, and you used that against me, I would consider that power gaming.
and like I said further up, this is no excuse for my actions, and I do truly apologize for what I did.
to add to this the guy with the gun kept raising and lowering it, so I felt like it was a good time to make a run for it
i understand it was wrong but for that incident where you stabbed me at gun point to happen minutes before, I was angry at the lack of respect you showed not to my character but to me as a player, the tone of roleplay dropped the second you did what you did, and it was very hard to pick it back up. I truly think anyone in my situation would have been pissed, and for you to take me to dodgy and expect a high level of roleplay after setting such a low tone was silly in my opinion
thank you for your time