Server: GTA RP
Character Name: John Duffy / Scott Duffy
Steam ID: 76561198054258357
Ban ID (just the numbers): 000000
Ban Reason: G1.6
Why do you think you were banned: For my attitude towards staff and players while in and out of city.
Why should we unban you: Hello ,
Firstly want to thank you for reading this, I have been away from the city and the discord for a numerous of months, In this time i have reflected on myself as a person and dealt and still dealing with my anxiety, I let my characters become me and took things personally and could not tell if people was just doing things in and out of game because they didn't like me. When since been away and looked at the bigger picture the issue was me, Why would i get rewards for Flywheels when my attitude towards staff was not arrogant and rude. Same with other things in game like police of course i was not going to get promotions when i was getting upset thinking people was attacking me personally when it wasn't it was just roleplay and i regret this because when i first joined i went a few months without ever getting in trouble and my roleplay was good but as i got going in the city and meeting new people, where other people would keep opinions to self or just get on with it and deal with it correct way, i thought tried to deal it by speaking to people and coming across rude and arrogant like i was entitled to things, then when people was off with me or things my anxiety would take over and i'd do stupid things that i now regret. I came to RP to forget my issues out of RP but i let everything become into the city too.
I wouldn't let this happen again because i have had medical support towards my Mental Health, I know i've mentioned it above but i don't really want to go into more detail than that, i don't mind if i have to explain of the forum. I know my behavior and attitude was appalling and i took it far to serious to a point where it didn't become fun for me or others around me. I do apologies also for the Discord incident where i attacked Milly and Alex, Looking back at the things they said, they was true, i did make everything about flywheels and it was becoming boring and i really do apologies for the argument we got into.
I would love to have the opportunity to come back and proof that my RP can be good and like it was when i first came and met sammie and Drex and borrowed and van of them and collect fruit for them at Clinton. I've been watching medal and do miss the laughs i had with people.
I also know that if you do let me back it comes with sacrifices, which I'm prepared to take as i understand Flywheels has been moved onto someone else and totally agree with that happening as my behavior and attitude does not deserve to have something like that in the city as a bonus when i can not respect staff who or fellow people.
Also i never got to reply to Jessie Bennet comments on the last ban and i do agree with her, me thinking the staff was out to get me was crazy because the amounts of chances i was given untill i was banned was crazy and undeserved and again i am sorry for that and sorry to Jessie personally as i know my attitude towards you was not great either. You are correct i have been around long enough to know how things work but i do also think i was not mentally understanding and just kept thinking your against me and again i do apologies for that, I was in a dark place and again i am sorry for that as you lot did not deserve my behavior.
Thanks
Scott
Please confirm that you have read the unban appeal process and rules: Yes
